My ear drums are throbbing
The only possible explanation I have is a lack of sleep?
Fortunately, the other guy in my other class is finally getting the hint that I don’t want to talk to him. Nonsensical small talk about the same thing every time. It kills me. I’d rather walk by myself with music and take my precious time getting out of my seat. I was very cold today. I did not greet him. I had my headphones in and studied right till the professor commenced the lecture. Then I grabbed my phone and started to text when class ended. Don’t. speak. to. me. Please.
I sort of feel bad for being callous, but at the same time I’m going to do what I want to do. I’m very stubborn and set in my ways with people. And being already in a sad/depressed state from last night—I’m just not in the mood to talk.
Today was the third day I conversed with a classmate. He is very kind and I hope we keep talking. That and the lovely weather put me in a good mood.
Then I got to Starbucks to do work but I could hardly keep my head up.
I’ve not been getting enough sleep. I want to skip my first class tomorrow so that I can sleep in/study for said class’s exam on Friday (he’s teaching new material tomorrow…no.)
But I can’t. Because I have to leave the house early. ‘Cause someone.
I’m also worried because I’m afraid this second philosophy paper isn’t stringing together as nicely. I’d be fine if there wasn’t this midterm looming overhead…
I’m drinking coffee now, something I don’t do. But it’s loaded with sugar and crap so I don’t know. Will it have an effect?
EAR DRUMS STOP DRUMMING.
Mon dieu. Friday night I’m going to lie in bed with my laptop and veg out with television/movies.